Archive for November 2nd, 2009
So What by Pink
In all fairness, I feel good. I actually probably feel very good. I wrote about 2000 words today for the National Novel Writing Month. It is the thrird time I have taken it on. So that is good. Citizen Wausau feels pretty good. Work feels very good. So, I am not sure about this aching loneliness, and the occasional bouts of anger.
Today I went up the hill for the first time in a while, and loved it. i do not know what possessed me to not go with everyone else. Oh wait, I do. The shame of being the slowest.
Today I felt stronger than I had all summer, and it made me very happy. The workouts have been good, and clearly have helped me.
Tomorrow I gotta weigh in, and we shall see.
I have not talked to Scott in about a month. We did not leave it all that well, but I think he is onto the next big chapter. No fault there, it is just the way it is. I will always be his biggest friend. i think I did a pretty good amount of service to that cat, and feel happy.
I am nearing 40 years old. I wonder about that.
