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Its about dealing with the high times and the low times, the way you always have to, all alone. Looking into it, finding meaning. Looking for your voice. Hoping that someday, someway, you will be able to talk.
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- George
- getting blamed
- getting yelled at
- gin
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- girls
- go one with your badself
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- going out
- Going to Bed
- going to die
- good butt
- good friends
- google calendar
- google talks
- got fat
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- Greg Graffin
- guilt
- guitar shop
- guns
- gym
- HairCut
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- headphones
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- Herny Rollins
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- kevin rose
- Khamchans
- kiss my ass
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- Lack of Sleep
- lakai
- lake
- Lame Local Musicians
- last coast production
- lcal music
- Leadership
- leaving
- leo laporte sold out
- lesson learned
- letting go
- liar
- liberal
- life change
- lifeguarding
- lightening the load
- Live at Manny's Car Wash
- Live Music
- load lightening
- local muisc
- local music
- local musician
- Lonely
- looking down your nose at me
- losing friends
- lost friendship
- love
- Lucero
- Lucky Stiffs
- mac
- mac pro
- Mad Planet
- Make Skateboarding legal
- makes me laugh
- Marcus
- Maria Sharapova
- martini
- Matt Damon
- mediation
- meditation
- Melissa
- Merlin Mann
- messenger bags
- Middle East
- Midnight
- Mighty Mouse
- Mike Tyson
- Miles Davis
- Milwaukee
- Minnneapolis
- Minocqua
- moleskine
- mom
- moments
- money
- Morons
- motherfucker
- motorola
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- Motorola v555
- Movie
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- Much Snow
- murrow
- music
- My Buddy Dan
- my immaturity
- My Job
- my new maturity
- my tummy hurts
- myspace
- Naked Mike
- need the spotlight
- negative energy
- neti pot
- new garage
- new job
- new money
- New Sandals
- new vegetarian
- New York
- newspaper
- NFL
- night off
- Nintendo DS
- No Free Time
- North Carolina
- notebook
- Old friends
- old girlfriends
- Old School Hip Hop
- opportunity
- Osaka Popstar
- Osaka Popstars
- out of town
- Palm Treo
- parker
- parker jotter
- passion
- pay it forward pledge
- PDA
- pens
- personal anger
- personal growth
- Pig
- pigs
- Pink
- podcast
- podcasting
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- poetry
- Pointblank records
- Police Brutality
- political
- Poop
- Pop Music
- popcorn
- populism
- Pork
- prayer
- President Bartlet
- Prince
- process
- productivity
- progressive
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- public transit
- punk rock
- punk rock poser
- qwerty
- Racing Games
- Racists
- radio
- rage
- rainy day
- razor
- razr
- Reading
- redemption
- releasing to the universe
- REM
- remix
- resignation
- Revolution Mother
- RIM
- Ritual
- rl burnside
- rock and roll
- Rock Writers
- rodeo
- Rollins
- Rollins Band
- sacto
- sadness
- Saints
- Samurai
- sandals
- sarah lacy
- saturday night
- saying good bye to friends
- Scott Holt
- Scott Street Pub
- Seatlle
- seeking
- self censorship
- sex
- shampoo
- shampp
- Shaolin Monkeys
- shaving cream
- shining on
- Shoe Purchases
- shoes
- shopping
- should
- should I say something?
- sick
- Sigg Water Bottles
- silent film
- skateboarding
- SLC Punk
- sleep
- sleep with girl
- sleepaway camp
- Small Town Politics
- smart phone
- snobbery
- snow
- Snowstorm
- socks
- Sony MDR-V150
- spiral notebook
- sprial notebook
- STALL
- Star Wars
- start up business
- STAX records
- stock sale
- Stop Skate Harrassment
- Stormy Daniels
- stress
- stressful week
- stripper
- suicide
- Sundance Channel
- sunday
- SUNSPOT
- sunspot is a great band
- superstarch
- swimming
- sxsw
- sxswi
- Sydnee Steele
- taco
- tagged
- Talk Radio
- tattoo
- Tattoos
- tavern
- taxes
- technology
- Television
- tents
- Tetris
- Teva
- Teva Sandals
- thankless people
- thanksgiving
- the band
- the bathroom
- The Bible
- the black keys
- The Bourne Ultimatum
- The Bright Eyes
- the city bus
- The Comet
- The Daily Show
- The Dark Knight
- The Departed
- The Dixie Chicks
- the environment
- The Explosion
- The Heartless Bastards
- The Joker
- The Lucky Stiffs
- The Misfits
- the ozone layer
- the presentation
- The Pub
- The Red Hot Chilli Peppers
- The Replacements
- The Riverboat Gamblers
- The Rollins Band
- The South
- The Velocity of Gary
- The West Wing
- There Will Be Blood
- timbuk2
- Timothy Busfield
- Tired
- tired of people
- tofu
- Tommy Lee
- tossing
- tough man
- Transition
- Travel
- trench
- Trombone
- trust
- Trust the Man
- truth
- try to be great
- tummy
- tummy ache
- Uncategorized
- unisom
- universal dread
- unsure interaction
- up north
- Upstate New York
- usb
- UW-Milwaukee
- Vegan
- vegan boots
- vegan jackets
- vegan laptop
- vegan shoes
- vegetarian
- vegetarianism
- vennison
- Verbal Sparring
- Very Donna
- vodka
- Volcom
- wal mart
- Walk in Clinic
- walking
- Warm Bedroom
- warm fingers
- water
- Water Bottles
- water drinking
- wausau
- web 2.0
- Web 3.0
- Weezer
- weight loss
- weird
- wesst wing
- white socks
- WiFi
- wikinomics
- Will
- Will Smith
- wireless keyobard
- wisconsin music
- wisdom from the past
- Wish I was not sleeping alone
- withdrawal
- WNRB
- Woman 101
- work stress
- writers guild
- writing
- writing process
- writing up
- x-men
- xbox
- xbox 360
- xsphat
- XXX Vitamin Water
- yellow sheets
- yoga
- you got me
- you suck musicians
- your lofty throne
- your wife sucks
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Nice, Dino, but I still like the blogspot look better. Maybe it’s because I ‘d like some Chinese or that I’ve always been fascinated with the Orient. Or possibly because I was Asian in another life. Whatever the case, I like the takeout photo… it is the coolest, EVER.
MsMamma
May 3, 2006 at 3:04 am