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Alright by D’Angelo
So tonight I went and saw “There Will Be Blood” for the third time. I have seen it as often as I saw Star Wars in the movie theatre. (I am totally tagging this with Star Wars, just to watch the hits go up).
I am unsure as to when I called, but I called my friend Melissa. Melissa has taken to bothering me. We dont talk, dont email that much, but Melissa bothers me. It bothers me that I met her, that she is right out there, like a thing, and on some level the choice is a bad choice. The thing about Melissa is, her perfection is untarnished…well maybe that whole reaction to my beliefs about the war…but even that did not bother me. Because recently, in the effort to do my job, I realize completely what that was about. So it does not bother me anymore. It took a pretty intense weekend to learn what that was about. Melissa pops into my head often, and often it makes me feel so good I sit and smile.
I think that Melissa has a plan that involves 2010, and that probably is a good plan. Though, at the end of the day I have only thought one thing that Melissa did was ever a bad idea…and thankfully that one has not happened yet.
Tonight was another romantic comedy night. I really think that they are so instructive, and thankfully I feel good about the lesson that I am learning from this part of my life. I apply this lesson to things like Marcus, and so many other things that it makes me feel good.
Advil PM, is that a good lightweight sleep aid?
On thursday I am getting the memorial tattoo for my dad. I am scared. I am really scared honestly, and I want to feel safe. I feel safe with my tattoo guy Hoss, but at the same time…I have a feeling I am going to cry a lot. I miss him so, and it just sucks.
