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Nothing
My soul is heavy tonight. There is nothing that hurts as much as family lashing out at you. Nothing. I am going to bed, and I will wake up on monday of next week, a new man. Or really just the same depressed guy who is in so many ways just wasting time. Its a joyless existence, it really is. I am wondering tonight what the point of any of it is even. I mean do people just live so that others are not upset? Is that a valid reason to live anyway? The saving of others pain? I am just tired, and lonely, and nothing really matters. I just dont give a shit. It more of the same talking and talking and talking.
Your lack of energy, in conversation, sucks energy from me. I dont know if you see that. But the lack of your end, makes my end exhausting. It always has, and you have never changed that.
Its 651 pm, and I am going to bed.
