Archive for the ‘bad week’ Category
Shaolin Monkeys by The Osaka Popstars
I have had the week from hell. It has been an emotional nightmare. So much so I literally skipped out on something with Andrea. I mean I did not have a way to reach her, so I just came home. I just could not get it going, there was nothing going to happen for me. I feel guilty, because she does not get weekends away from the kids that much, and we should try to spend time together or something. I have to balance this with the no obligations thing.
This week just sucked. I got into a fight with Emily, or sort of a fight. So bad on my end, I was so upset, that I actually broke out in hives. I still have them on my right arm.
I wish the thing with her had not happened. It felt really unfair to me. One sided. I made her cry, and that is never good. But I did not do it by fighting, I made what her husband is calling a Woman 101 mistake. Which is typcial, a frehman mistake.
Then, our project number was lower than we had wanted. Or rather what we had dreamed of. The number the client had come up with was not a secret. We knew it all along, and I knew it was coming. I wish I could have stopped that bullet, but the bullet came, and nothing and no one can stop it now. I am unsure about it, as my guy has not called me about it, and I am really letting him lead the way on this whole thing, as he has really been the driving force. I think his end was worse than mine, but one can never be sure. His monthly nut is bigger.
The Pub sucked tonight. I just felt like shit, and I think it showed. When this guy I know shows up, it makes me uncomfortable. I simply want to shake him and ask him if he gets it or not, but what is the point in that.
I am feeling good about my diet this week though. That all changes tomorrow night though. It is fight night, and we are getting together at my brothers house, as he has the big tv.
I also need to run and change out my cable box.
Is it wrong to say that I would like a blow job, just a simple blow job from start to finish?
I lost two friends this week. I wish it did not happen, but at a certain point isnt there a line? You do not cross. You do not include people from the other side inside your safe zone…who knows. I know my life will be diminished without them, and it was dumb, but I did not know what to do.
